Having an abortion has haunted me all my life – Nicki Minaj cries out...

Nick Minaj has revealed she had an abortion when she was dating her first love,an older man called Aaron.

She was a teenager then and even alluded to it in a song saying her baby would have been 16 by now.

In her interview with Rolling Stone, she says it still haunts her ...

"I thought I was going to die. I was a teenager. It was the hardest thing I'd ever gone through.
'[It's] haunted me all my life. It'd be contradictory if I said I wasn't pro-choice. I wasn't ready. I didn't have anything to offer a child."

On being too sexy in videos and on stage...

"With a video like 'Anaconda,' I'm a grown-ass fucking woman!" she says. "I stand for girls wanting to be sexy and dance, but also having a strong sense of themselves. If you got a big ol' butt? Shake it! Who cares? That doesn't mean you shouldn't be graduating from college."